Too many task, so little time.

I need a week off. A whole 7 days without responsibilities, allow me to be carefree and to do whatever I want.

Today, it marked the second week of new semester, the Business Statistics subject is way too difficult for me and I am trying really hard to keep it up. Besides that, I got tons of things that needed to be done and a shitload of stuff in my mind that I am trying to get it out off. Anxiety and panicking ridden is no fun at all :(

It's all about planning and getting shit done. But sometimes there are so many stuff in my mind it is practically impossible to organize. Time is running faster than me and if I don't at least try to catch up I'll be left behind, worst part of all, circumstances changed thus leading to my original plan falling apart. On top of that, reevaluate plan is time consuming and adds up even more problem than I already have. SHIT. SHIT. SHIT.

So that about to sum it up, a lot has happened but yet at the same time nothing has happened at all.

The only good news is, I had finally overcame the complex feeling that I babbling in previous post, now I am back to the same old cold hearted self again.