Konichiwa! Recently went for an adventure in Tokyo, Japan. I had never travel this far from my home country before (7-hours flight!). Plus, this is also my first time ever experienced another culture that is completely different, it was amazing!
I am really great that I can finally crossed Disneyland off my bucket list, but my regret is I did not get to play the famous space mountain ride, there are so many people even at 'supposedly' low season! My friend and I also went to the DisneySEA the day after, the night show is so much better, I mean, Disneyland is not bad too *cough cough*.
But then the bad happened after I came back from Tokyo.
So the story is, I agreed on an interview about how I got the bacteria MRSA with the understanding that it is for a medicine that they developed recently. But after the story was published, it has nothing to do with the medicine and they 'conveniently' published (without my permission) my full name, age and even the college I studied along with my face pic!!! It is not what I sign up for at all! That mother fucker journalist duped me super hard! Unfortunately it did not stop at just that, she exaggerated and paraphrasing everything I said in the article, made it sounded as if I'm dying.
*sigh* why do I even agree on the interview to being with.
Again, FUCK.
Then it comes the conflicted.
So that is this 3 guys that I really like, but lately 2 of them expressed their interest of wanting to be exclusive with me. Here is the most conflicted part: If I choose to be in a relationship with either one of them, I am going to lose the other 2 guys which I really like too. And one of them would be sad. Then it comes back to me: I am done being lonely and I am ready to be in a relationship, but I didn't know what to do, I do not want anybody to get their feeling hurt because of me. At the same time, it also kind of make me a bad guy in this situation, *deep sigh*.

