Torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel,
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor.

Illusion never changed, into something real,
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn.

Give me another life..

That terrible moment when your anger turns to tears.

Life is not a bed of roses

Sometime, I wish the time can be stopped.

So I can stop thinking of my future without killing myself.

"People tended to tell you to be yourself, and then they judge you."

This night, I recalled some high school memories and one of them is what my english teacher used to taught me: "Life isn't a bed of roses." I've always knew the meaning of this phrase but sadly I never understood it... until now.

As the matter of fact, I am everything that I used to said I'm not. Ironically, it is so funny because this is true and tragic as it appeared to be.

Remember I used to said: "I am not that kind of person staying home without going to college? or never gonna study in this country?" Look, what I am in now? Ha, should I be impressed how life tricked me? or be extremely sad?

I don't know.... :'(

Mad Carnival

Did you see his face? He scared the shit out when I holding a knife towards him.

Really? you know, I want you to die so bad, but not by my hand.

Talk about letting go, you couldn't do it do you? Even you said so.

You're definitely not the man of your words, that's for sure. I don't expect much from you, but at least STFU when you have absolute no clue of what you're talking about.

Seriously, SHUT THE FUCK UP.