Broken-down again, again and again... again.

Even now and then, nobody used to stand beside me and listen to me, support the way I am and nobody cared. Ironically, the last person that I can go to --- My grandpa, are not believed in me anymore (even though I haven't seen him in like, 2years?).

Why oh why? Why that is nothing good in my life since I graduated from high school? Why my life have to suppose to be like this? Briefly, It is all wrong and twisted!

So what I colored my hair?

So what I inked?

So what I am a freak that so obsessed in United State and english language?

SO WHAT

So what I doesn't fit in here...

2012; trouble already

...So, it's 2012 and that doesn't made 2011's trouble left behind. In fact, it is time to worry about the college stuff again (ironic enough, I've talk about this a dozen time in 2011).

Any-whore, I am struggling between either fashion design or fashion marketing. This two subject are the most interested to me BUT these both subject need to required at least basic drawing skill, which is, not in my talent-budget list at all (Come to think of it, I have no talent at all, what a loser).

In spite of the course that troubling me, the most difficult part out of all this are actually that hateful hag - HIM. Because I don't think he will do any less hateful thing to me since he already wasted my WHOLE FUCKING YEAR doing nothing. In addition, he does not care or help me find a fine college at this time! What an asshole...

2012 Pilot

No shit, how could I improve my english grammar and speech skill in this country? argh!

First and foremost, it's funny to think that my friends doesn't cared so much about me but they are actually stalking me on facebook, even though they did not comment on those post. What I'm trying to say is: I really am appreciate on these friend (you know who you are, lol). Thank you!

Second of all, since it is revealed on Christmas gathering, so I guess that is no point to hide it.

As the matter of fact, I am surprise indeed by one of my friend that recognized the meaning of this tattoo. But opposite from that, tattoo give an evil / gangsta presence to most of the old folks in this country. Erm... there are some people in this world you just can't pleased, right? So screw them ignorant jack ass and be myself is the best solution at this point of my life. #Peace

Last but not least, why does everyone I've newly met had to treat me like some kind of an innocent kid? At one point, I'm probably watched more prono than they do, lol. #JK #ButReally

In addiction, I might be immature but am can at least differentiate what is right or wrong (but I'd probably do it anyway, duh).

That's all for now, Happy New Year 2012 once again and stay health always :)

~Fin~