Just work up from a nightmare, and it got me
thinking.
It’s been years since I saw my mother, she is a lying whore, a bitch & a devil. The hatred I have for her is
still as strong as the day I left. I used to imagine what would I do if I ever encounter her again.
No matter how I imagine the scenario, the conclusion is always ended up in her
bleeding, because I want her to feel the pain she inflict on me, I want her to
stop telling lies and I want her to suffer.
The nightmare I had last night still sent shivers down my spine. I was
horrified when I running away from her, but just like every cliché horror
movie, she kept getting closer and closer and eventually, she put her hand
against my throat. I can still remember vividly that I was searching for a
knife, thinking, maybe if I do this right, if I don't get any blood spill on my shirt when I thrust the knife in her, I could get away from killing her. Nobody would suspect it was me.
However, she is so strong that I couldn't do anything but struggle.
Then I woke up.
After I woke, I still couldn't help stop remembering what the hell is going on. Everything I just dreamt of seem so surreal to me, if it come to a point where I see her again in the future, would I really kill her? Probably, I think.
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