This is not
going to be another upset post, I promised J
It’s one
thing when you have a crush on someone, but what if the one you have a crush on
actually talk to you?
Every time when I look at him, it’s
almost as if fireworks exploding in my heart. And when he talks to me, I can
barely contain the butterflies in my stomach, it’s like the entire universe
suddenly emerges into me, but in a flattering way. Ha, what a way to describe a
feeling.
He is also the
reason that my morning class becomes so much better, just the thought of
looking forward to see him is more than enough to motivate me to get out of
bed. Furthermore, a glance at him makes all my trouble disappear.
Thinking
back, I am the one that first said “Hi” to him. All because my feeling towards
him is so strong it override my social awkwardness. Though, I did not regret
one bit. He might not be the most handsome guy ever exist on Earth, but to me,
he is the most nice looking guy I ever encounter. “Beauty is in the eye of the
beholder” suddenly makes so much sense that I can feel my pupils grow bigger.
Unfortunately,
there are only 2 months left until finals. Time runs short and the feeling
cannot be left unsaid. I have a plan to confess to him at the end of the
semester, don’t ask me what if he react badly, I don’t care and I want him to
know.
