I'm doing
my best to finish all the assignments before due, finding the balance between
work and play. But it still did not help me to stop feeling alone and being alienated,
it was like I am trapped in a world and force to socialize with those people
that don't understand me.
The hardest
part of everyday life is when every night I closes my eyes, imagine and knowing
there is a dream land out there where nobody’s perfect but they will embrace
me for who I am. And here I am, trying to reach out of that place.
Back to
college, the English lecturer didn’t seem to likes me very much. It has been
proven it is not the result of me being paranoiac because my friends are noticing
his unfair action too. Lucky for me, the past year I’ve been training myself
not to give a fuck of all the criticism. Therefore, well... screw him.
Other lecturer treated me fine though, one of them even complimented me a gentleman. (Now, now, don't laugh.)
