CHARM

            This is not going to be another upset post, I promised J

            It’s one thing when you have a crush on someone, but what if the one you have a crush on actually talk to you?

Every time when I look at him, it’s almost as if fireworks exploding in my heart. And when he talks to me, I can barely contain the butterflies in my stomach, it’s like the entire universe suddenly emerges into me, but in a flattering way. Ha, what a way to describe a feeling.

            He is also the reason that my morning class becomes so much better, just the thought of looking forward to see him is more than enough to motivate me to get out of bed. Furthermore, a glance at him makes all my trouble disappear.

            Thinking back, I am the one that first said “Hi” to him. All because my feeling towards him is so strong it override my social awkwardness. Though, I did not regret one bit. He might not be the most handsome guy ever exist on Earth, but to me, he is the most nice looking guy I ever encounter. “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder” suddenly makes so much sense that I can feel my pupils grow bigger.

            Unfortunately, there are only 2 months left until finals. Time runs short and the feeling cannot be left unsaid. I have a plan to confess to him at the end of the semester, don’t ask me what if he react badly, I don’t care and I want him to know.