I guess I can finally announce it by now, since the first semester & accommodation have paid.
This August, I'm going to be a college student, yes, a college student study a subject that he never would like.
It's so stupid to think that I can actually have a choice in this, a year before I decided not to study in Malaysia because of all sort reason and further consideration. But now, look at me, a desperate move; study a subject that I hate the most and in a nation that probably will screw me up. Because I had that one parent doesn't cared what I'm interested but only WHERE I study.
Still, I wished to pass this foundation and move to mass communication study (not my best option, but at least better). What I'm most fear is I can almost foreseen between this time gap THAT guy will let me suffer all over again.
I'm scared, scared of by the time I finished diploma etc study I would be old, old enough not be able to achieve my American dream before 29y/o.
Despite of all above, let's look on the bright side. I'M GOING TO FUCKING STUDY! and... have to start socialize making new friends again :3
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