To the no future

[ when god closes a door he opens a window ]

but, why did you slam the door in my face and imprison me?

I can't, I can't forgive the hate I have for him, and the thought of it make me depress.

What did you know about me, what do anyone of you out there know about me?!! After all, I'm not a saint as you think I am. I'm just a mean regular human being but instead of judging and criticize everything I'd rather struggling inside and hate everybody. That is why sometime I acted insane and mad at somebody for no reason.

FUCK IT, FUCK YOU, FUCK EVERYTHING. AND DON'T BOTHER TO GIVE ME 'WHEN YOU JUDGE OTHERS THINK ABOUT YOURSELF FIRST' THAT KIND OF CRAP, BECAUSE EVERYBODY SUCKS AND I HATE YOU ALL.