2012; trouble already

...So, it's 2012 and that doesn't made 2011's trouble left behind. In fact, it is time to worry about the college stuff again (ironic enough, I've talk about this a dozen time in 2011).

Any-whore, I am struggling between either fashion design or fashion marketing. This two subject are the most interested to me BUT these both subject need to required at least basic drawing skill, which is, not in my talent-budget list at all (Come to think of it, I have no talent at all, what a loser).

In spite of the course that troubling me, the most difficult part out of all this are actually that hateful hag - HIM. Because I don't think he will do any less hateful thing to me since he already wasted my WHOLE FUCKING YEAR doing nothing. In addition, he does not care or help me find a fine college at this time! What an asshole...